The
experience I described in ‘When One of us is Wounded, We all Bleed’,
when I dreamed my husband punched his brother and then woke with blood on my
hand, got my attention. Writing from the
dream helped me to discover some of the ways I have blood on my hands. Still I felt the dream was asking more of me.
Because
my wounding occurred in a church sanctuary and because I was raised Roman
Catholic, my experience of blood appearing on my hand without apparent cause made
me think of the stigmata. Stigmata are bodily wounds, sores or sensation
occurring in the location of the crucifixion wounds of Jesus. It felt
presumptuous of me to relate my experience to the stigmata suffered by devout
and selfless holy ones, still the similarity was eerie and I felt compelled to
follow that thread.